1.Premeditated
Dear old friend
I'm writing this to plant an image in your head
For the girl that you fucked and left for dead
After she told me not a word was said
But something changed inside me
And if she wasn't your first
I'm making sure she's your last
It takes such a small human being
to lose all control and to lust like a fiend
So keep on praying that her fear keeps you protected
I'll rest my mind
And let you live on my given time
I've made this my life
It left me sleepless at night
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands)
So tell me
was it everything you hoped and dreamed？
Her legs pinned down
and face shoved deep into your seat
You feel blood, you don't stop, you don't stop, just repeat
It only makes you harder
And this wait has only made me stronger
You have no idea how long I've planned this out in my head
He just shut his bedroom door for the last time
I'm keeping still, breathing slow, with my hands tight
I feel the demons inside me
They feel what I feel
I am connected through a mindset
(I fuel the demons inside me
I feel what they feel
and we are all connected)
He lays in his bed so hopeless
I watch the life leave his eyes
Slaughtered the man I despised
Wrapped up his body in his bed sheets
My hearts racing faster than this car
Did I stab him enough？
At least I made it this far
I only wished you could see the look on your mother's face
You've truly broken her heart
I rest my mind
So she can finally sleep at night
I've made this my life
It left me sleepless at night
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands)
2.Fiction Religion
I sold my soul for a conscious mind
Living on the other side of life
I just keep falling back faster and faster
The hands from below keep on pulling me under
I am living in between.
Can't seem to shut my brain off
I haven't slept , I keep waiting on a sign
I won't live a lie to give meaning to my life
I don't feel anything now
My hope and my faith let me down.
I will never be one of those creatures that lives so mundane.
To the ones who have never opened their minds past what they've
been shown,
To every false prophet who claims an answer to what they cannot
show,
Reality is coming quicker than you know.
Could you watch your children burn？
Yeah, you think you could, think you could yeah？
I don't think you could, no I don't think you could.
And that's the difference between you and him.
Can't seem to shut my brain off
I haven't slept , I keep waiting on a sign
I won't live a lie to give meaning to my life
I don't feel anything now
My hope and my faith let me down.
3.Digging Your Grave
I think you know me
I think you know why I'm here
It's time I take what's mine
I think you know me
I think you know why I'm here
I will not waste my time
Heah
I will not waste my time
Do you remember
The night I told you you'd lost it？
I swear that I mean it
I'm not afraid to admit that I've changed
I'm not to be trusted
There's nothing you can do
There's nothing you can say
That will change my thinking
(That will change my thinking)
You can't change things
All I know is this is wrong
And I'm taking back what's mine
And you can watch me
Listen close, listen close
You will never cross my mind
And you can trust me
(You will never cross my mind)
I hope that you know
That it's been my mission to ruin you
I will not sleep until it's done
What were you expecting？
You know that I'm so cold
And 'my emotions are aimless'
You don't stand a chance
You don't stand a fucking chance, prick
I won't control myself this time
And I will laugh in the face
Of the fuck that betrayed me
One by one he will say his petty words
And one by one I will tear his limbs apart
One by one
I will tear your limbs apart
And to your friends
Fuck, fuck them all
Fuck you all
You worthless slime
Fuck you all
No, I will never let this down
All I know is this is wrong
And I'm taking back what's mine
And you can watch me
Listen close, listen close
You will never cross my mind
And you can trust me
You will never cross my mind
Wo-o-oh
4.Population Control
I see them all, I watch them multiply
I found them feeding on the young and I know
They feel no shame for what they've done here
They slither and swallow
The prey that they take
Every night it gets harder to get off
The pills and the games
They won't last you forever
Tell me what it's like to be a fucking waste
And to have respect from no one
You live to keep the problem in its cycle
Yeah, you disgust me
Every single line planned out
And they fall hard
Just another roll in the hay
They won't remember your name
Mistaken my words once again
Don't forget that I knew you
When this all began
You're on borrowed time
(You're on borrowed time)
You're on borrowed time
(Your days are numbered)
What made you think
That this is yours to take？
You've been living a dream life
It's sickening
Drink, fuck, sleep, repeat
Does it ever get old？
This time I'll wait here
I'll set it off
Slit your fucking throat
Watch you bleed and then we'll burn you down
We are all fed up
I'm gonna shut you down
I will chew you up
And I'll spit you out
It's overdue
I'm the one that's gonna call you out
Bitch
I'll call you out
I am done dealing with fucks like you
Sticking your dick into anything that moves
You are a waste of flesh
I have no patience
No fucking remorse anymore
I will set this off again
Lay you out flat
Just like the girls you ruined
It's been a dream of mine
To make you suffer
It's plain to see
The calm it brings
The wait is up
I'm listening
It's got you now
A victim of lost time
You're out of time
Explain to me the reasoning
The wait is up
I'm listening
It's got you now
A victim of lost time
You're out of time
5.Troll
You walk around
With an undeserved sense of pride
I know and your friends know
I'm not the only one in line
I tried to feel sorry for you
I tried to let go
But it's not working
No matter what I try
It never seems to change
I can't let this go
I can't let this go
I think I'm losing my mind
It's something unpredictable
I think there's something inside
That makes me wanna lose it all
You won't take away
What I have made for myself
I fantasize about the things
That I could do to you
I picture you without your teeth
I'd beat your face into the floor
Until it laid flat
I'd peel the flesh from your fucking bones
I hope you don't forget that
I have no, I feel no guilt whatsoever
This is a fucking promise
That I will make your life so miserable
(Don't think that you are safe)
(For one fucking second)
Listen the fuck up
I am coming
I am coming
I am coming
No matter what I try
It never seems to change
I can't let this go
I can't let this go
I think I'm losing my mind
It's something unpredictable
I think there's something inside
That makes me wanna lose it all
You won't take away
What I have made for myself
6.The Devil's Contract
I left my stress, the need to make amends in the corner, I
torture the ones that I knew, I stayed alone cus I was rotting
on the inside, I planned this out so they won't think it was a
suicide, you were right, you were all right, there is a god but
he isn't on my side, they will never know what went wrong,
they're better off thinking I died strong, I was sold as a
slave, the demons dug their nails and my debts not paid, I've
given up on sleeping, I'm done repeating the same day over and
over I think I'm losing it, they were right they were all right,
there is a god but he watches as my soul dies, I don't need a
fucking savior, sold my sold, don't you believe me？ Sold my
soul, they won't forget me, sold my soul to hell, don't you
believe me？ They think they know but they don't know, they'll
never know, told my family and friends just to forget me, they
think ! there's hope but there's no hope, they've gotta know, I
fought these thoughts cus I knew they were destroying me, I
struck blood from an undeserving enemy, you were right you were
all right, there is a hell but it's waiting for the right time,
they will never know what went wrong, they're better off
thinking I died strong, they will claw, they will bite, they
will keep me, I will cut, I will stab just release me, the man
that you knew sends regards from the grave, says he's gone but
not dead, but there's no one to save, no one, I am here to do
your work, so just release me, because I sold my soul to hell,
don't you believe me？ They think they know but they don't know,
they'll never know, told my family and friends just to forget
me, they think there's hope but there's no hope, they've gotta
know, there's no fucking hope.
7.Shyann Weeps
Her face was so mangled
It didn't even look human anymore
I stood and watched her drown
In her own blood
And I'm, and I'm hoping if there's a hell
That that's exactly where she is
Right fucking now
(I can't get this out of my head)
The dream was so vivid
Trapped inside my own mind
I'm thinking thoughts that make it hard
To fall asleep at night
I'm obsessed
I'm anticipating the sounds
That she could make
Every voice goes silent
In the back of my head
I feel a void pumping through my veins
(Through my veins)
So inhumane I could never speak
I can't believe
That you've managed to slide through
Breeding, deceiving the ones that you love
You make me fucking sick
And I will not let you spread your disease
To the rest of the world
All the ones you thought you knew
Turn against you
Turned their backs and let you drown
Just waiting on the demons now
I just keep waiting, hoping, obsessing
I just can't get you out of my fucking head
I hope you're waiting for me
I hope you know that I'll never stop pushing
Fuck you
Fuck your family
Fuck any of your friends
And fuck your dumb tattoos
Fuck you
I will never stop
I'll never let go of this
I'll keep your name in my mouth
Till the day that I die
Till the day that I die
8.Sober and Soulless
There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave
Pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me
It's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless
Just let me be
(Just let me be)
I'm so strung out
Making everything worse
Than it needs to be
I'm always finding the downside
Of everything
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
(I won't live in shame)
Can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say
I know I'm going insane
I've been just getting by day by day
Watching everything go
The things that I love come to a close
Every day I'm awake it's the same thing
Every wall is the same
It's the same place
I'm living the life
That I had always feared
I've ruined the chances
And the hopes that I held dear
But today things change
(Things change)
I've beaten myself up far to many times
I've let my life pass me by
For too long
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me... by
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
(I won't live in shame)
Can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say
I know I'm going insane
There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave
Pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me
It's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me... by
9.Bible Butcher
I'd been a slave to a culture of wasted flesh
I must confess
That I took pride in my simple life
I'm not a saint
I'm not a perfect example
I live my life
Love and die
Just take one step at a time
And you'll never change my mind
Trust these words
There's not a book that can change my mind
So take this and trust me
Cus I just feel so suffocated by you
Will you let me breathe？
I've got this spite that follows me
Every problem is somehow caused by me
I will never win
So I'll take the blame for everything
I would never betray you
I'm still the same
And I'm not the only one
Who feels jaded
You build these walls between us
(And you can take this)
(Whichever way you want)
You are just a voice inside my head
(It's in my head)
(I won't question my urge to stop you)
(I won't listen or change my ways)
I won't question my urge to stop you
I won't listen or change my ways
I won't question my urge to stop you
I won't listen or change my ways
I won't question my urge to stop you
I won't listen or change my ways
Fuck your beliefs
Take them back where you found them
Open those ears
Shut your mouth and just hear my side
I'll change your mind
I will change your mind
I will change your mind
10.Glad You're Gone
Do you recall a time when I
Said that I would never try this？
I'm awake and I'm alive,
You're wasting your time,
The weight is off of me
I know it's hard to understand,
And I know you think you're losing me all over again
I'm alive and I'll survive
I'm alive because you gave me life
I know your heart beats to see me,
I know you can't sleep because of me,
I'd like to give you peace of mind
'Cause I know that you're listening
And I know you fucked up everything,
But I don't need your love, no
I'm alive and I'll survive
I'm alive because you gave me life
So when you're lying in your bed
And thoughts of me race through your head
Just know
That I'm alive and I'll survive
I'm alive because you gave me life
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